May 2012
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April 2012
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I think these past few hours were the most time I’ve spent in or around my mother in the past week. I’ve been painstakingly trying to avoid her. We were only in the same area due to circumstance. I just took my food upstairs because Eric Levine, the contractor, will be here soon. I feel like freakin’ Cinderella. Ironing my sheets and all. And then whisking myself away so I...
Apr 30th
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I think I’m going to do a poll tomorrow. Maybe just on LJ, not sure about Tumblr, though I’d like your opinions. Will let you know.
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Apr 29th
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make-every-touch-electrical: everythingshanewalsh: moonsyrin: benedictcancumbermybatch: Personality Disorder Test Paranoid:Low Schizoid:Moderate Schizotypal:High Antisocial:Low Borderline:Moderate Histrionic:Moderate Narcissistic:Moderate Avoidant:High Dependent:High Obsessive-Compulsive:Moderate Paranoid: High Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: High Antisocial: Low ...
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Sunday is gloomy, my hours are slumberless~
[It’s been raining, that’s a song lyric, I’m good. ;)] Currently being productive with Eric, although he’s the one with a job now and I’m trying to find one. XD (We used to job hunt together, yaaaay not-blood-siblings-but-might-as-well-be). We both attended another external family’s birthday at a buffet place earlier, yet we’re both eating pretzels...
Apr 29th
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Oh haaay, it’s Firefly on Sci-not Syfy, just Sci. The Train Job!
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Crocheting, SNL, Bon Iver, hey hey. Wish I had a job so I had money to see him in June… But ah, wishes are words, and words are wind, so actions it is!
Apr 29th
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I'm upset at myself.
I need to make better choices in my life. I wasted today. There’s no excuse. ‘Don’t be so hard on yourself’ - if I’m not, I know I’ll just keep wasting time. I did that for six months, told myself that wasn’t happening again. And that I’ve learned from my mistakes. I need to be better.
Apr 29th
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It nearly breaks my heart
when my mother leaves without saying goodbye. I know she’s disappointed in me, but… goodness. I know it might not seem like a big deal to all of you, but a) we always say goodbye in our family whenever anyone leaves for work, because b) you never know what’s going to happen.
Apr 28th
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Last night was fun!
I went to bed at 3 and I was exhausted driving home but otherwise it was awesome! Watched four bands—need to invest in some ear plugs—and all for $5? Woo! Next time, I’m going to try the Floridian Hefeweizen, their beers are excellent—they are a brewery, after all. It was just lovely, been at a seemingly… young place, again. I know, I’m old in the head, so I...
Apr 28th
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Passion fruit wheat on my tongue Let it burn Bass and guitar and drums Reverberate in my ears Old friends on the wall La Fin du Monde
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Apr 27th
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I love how everything has gone back to
“Please don’t talk to me, please don’t talk to me, please don’t talk to me,” as I shuffle from my parents’ bathroom and slink back upstairs. (I’m still using theirs as mine is undergoing some repairs due to age + my mom doesn’t want to have to clean that one—so she says, though I’ve hardly used it and I only just cleaned it myself. Go...
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(addendum to earlier that I thought had posted)
It’s taking all I have now not to open the passenger door and roll out. Dad believes that my trunk is so dirty that I’m a hoarder and that my [future] husband would leave me. I retorted, “Excuse me while I become a nun.” I worked out of my car, everything was organized. I’ll never meet my parents’ levels of clean but that’s because my shit is lived and...
Apr 27th
Talking with Dad on the way to Costco, apparently he blames the family’s dysfunction on me. Fantastic. They really don’t realize anything they do. I understand I’m a contributing factor, but I’m not the cause. Ugh. I need to get out. My family makes me sick. So self-righteous. “It’s because of your perspective, you have to stop thinking like that,” he...
Apr 27th
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WatchWatch
thedailywhat: I Can Has Existentialism? of the Day: Holy stereotypical Pacific Northwest shenanigans, Batman! Fleet Foxes frontman Robin Pecknold is set to score The Internet – A Blog Cats WTF Universe, a feature-length film presumably about, well, the Internet, blogs, cats, WTF, and maybe even the universe. Pecknold’s connection to such a strange project? His brother Sean (who has...
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On disappointment.
I’d been concerned about my mother because she usually comes home by 9. Well, it’s noon now and she finally came home. I went downstairs to check if everything was okay (I knew better, but did so anyway) and of course she said, in her usual nasty tone, “Don’t worry about me, worry about yourself, go find a job.” Sigh. Sorry for caring. I’m not sorry,...
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Just finished Deus Ex: Human Revolution!
How exciting~ The choices in the end, my goodness. I can finally maybe follow a blog here on Tumblr, hah.  Now that I have time, perhaps I’ll do some fan art… Eehee. But right now, the chamomile tea/exhaustion seems to have done its work, time to go to sleep. And read a bit of Catching Fire. Yes, yes.
Apr 26th
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